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December 25

Intolerence

I don't want to be hostile.

I don't want to be dismal.

But I don't want to rot in an apathetic existance either.

See

I want to believe you,

and I want to trust

and I want to have faith to put away the dagger.



But you lie, cheat, and steal.

And yet

I tolerate you.


Our guilt, our blame,

I've been far too sympathetic.

Our blood, our fault.

I've been far too sympathetic.



I am not innocent.

You are not innocent.

No one is innocent.



I will no longer tolerate you

Even if I must go down beside you.

Because,

No one is innocent.









TOOL - INTOLERANCE
December 21

Careless and forgetful me

粗心大意的我。健忘的我。。。犯贱的我。。。自讨没趣的我。单方面的我。。。很多面的我。自作孽的我。自作多情的我。那么多个的我。怎么没一个看起来顺眼的我?

过敏

你消失的一百天
我没了笑脸怕别人看见
我敏感的神经线
一点一点没知觉

泛红双眼不成眠
它跟着我一整夜
麻痹的脸特效药也无解
才发现我正搁浅在爱情过敏的季节
oh过敏源是对你的思念

我想我才了解
我正停格在爱情过敏的季节
季节没改变是想念没断线

我想我才发现
感情尘蹒已布满了我的世界
oh过敏源是为你流的泪
我想我才了解
就算用尽了力气也未必如愿
季节没改变是眼泪弄湿脸

季节一直变
但我的心没有变

你消失的一百天
我没了笑脸没知觉
October 04

...

People nowadays are just utterly disappointing... which is kind of sad... sorry... not able to fulfill the promise made to u...
September 26

a new beginning yet reminiscing

I wanna be stronger. More sensible. More understanding. More thoughtful. Less caring. More skillful. More talented. More independant. Less worried about friends and ppl i care. More trust and faith. More exercise. More job. all for me and my loved ones.
September 05

sorry...

They are the greatest and powerful. I s*ck... i am the asshole and f*cker. sorry...
 
 
Hope i will be forgiven.
August 20

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sorry that i have given you so much trouble. i know i have not been very good lately. it's MY problem. i have to admit it. but the reason is clear. But i will try to change the fact of me trying to be like that. . . . . . i talked to my mother about it... and kind of understand something...yah...
May 07

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短暂的晴天随时都可能被阴狸收回.
April 30

i hate

i hate u...

...

I felt terrible... really terrible... in fact i never felt any worse... will i ever be able to believe in anyone anymore... ... i reallly don;t know... F*ck...
I hate you... I f*cking hate you... Why does things have to change.... why do i have to know about all these... why can't i go back to the happy past that we had... ... why am i so persistent? why do i care so much bout someone? where's the inconsiderate side of me? where's the clear-minded me??? I don't want you to know... i knew i would feel worse. y'all should know i care... Why can't i even let go?
 
Why are you still a trouble? why i'm not even close to understanding? Why am i hurt? and Why do i CARE?
 
I know why i care...
 
Isn't it what that's important?
But does it feel more hurt?
It's bouncing back on me?
I could almost feel it. The feeling is so strong.
it's almost like a blade.
But i can't even bleed.
 
It's because i believe.
 
It's because i care.
 
It's because i love.
 
But it's bacause of these...
I don't mind about what happened... maybe i felt cheated.
Why do i even have to love someone so much... only to get hurt...
I know i love you.
maybe i should say it's a complete understatement.
Cause it never felt so strong.
 
maybe i'm stubborn... maybe i'm bad.
maybe i'm silly? maybe i'm scared......
 
WHY DO I HAVE TO KNOW ALL THESE!!!?????! WHY DO I HAVE TO KNOW??!?!?
 
I NEED a channel to let out my anguish and bury my sorrow..
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